Fathomless.

Around two nights ago I had epiphany, I guess I was just wondering whether I should write that here..... As I've said before our existence doesn't really matter in the end, but what's even more disturbing yet amusing is, everything seems to be in just the right spot to create circumstances that allow our kind of life form to exist in this world........ And when one looks at the sky we all see the stars glowing ever so brightly in the inky black skies........ that just makes one feel so tiny...... And then I think about the problems that people think they have in their daily lives, just seems so petty........

If only they could see that their life is merely a minuscule particle in comparison to the space and time...... And even if they read this they may just think this guy is out of his mind saying, that the problems that people face in their daily lives are not important...... But if you really think about it that's just how it appears to be........ And then comes the mention of God, the entity that people refer to as the one who governs over the world...... People pray to him, ask for his forgiveness, tell him their deepest desires, they apparently tell him everything in faith........ Faith that he will not disclose to anyone else what a particular person has said to him......... But it seems kind of funny to me, people say that God is the almighty who knows everything who can do anything and everything he just chooses not to, assuming that's true, why would God be interested in anyone's life as he already knows what's going to happen to a certain person? Or for that matter give them anything that they ask for if that person and everyone else perfectly know, if they think about it, that any desire that can be made to anyone just includes something from this materialistic world which they are ultimately going to relinquish when they die........ 

When I see people running for something they desire, for example a new and better house to live a new car a better car perhaps, a better lifestyle, more money so that they'll be one step closer to happiness and satisfaction perhaps? But they just never get there..... I mean of course people get happy all the time, but that glory is very short lived they always need something more after achieving the desired object........ And it just seems funny to me that not one of them are trying to understand the why behind anything........ Or if there is someone and of course there is going to be some one other than me who has these questions....  he like me must be wondering the same thing.........

Going back to the God subject, so God never asks you to do anything, he never tells to you tell him anything, ask him for his forgiveness, pray to him, or for that matter he never even shows that he exist yet we believe that he exists and by definition some people don't think he exist but aren't these just opinions of those who won't even exist after a certain time? So it just takes me back to my previous subject..... the insignificance of our existence......

As always more thought is needed to this subject as the scale of this subject is incomparable to anything that I know of...... But there is one thing that I would like to point out to myself here, I used to be scared of this subject a few years ago, and now I understand the reason behind it, we are afraid of the unknown, once I started forcefully thinking about it, I admit it I was really scared from the inside but now it's not the same, now I am getting more intrigued by the very depth of it...... I cannot ever truly be sure whether this can be called as progressing or regressing but then again who knows........ when you dive this deep into thoughts I don't think the direction make much sense......