I on the other hand get up everyday trying to understand numerous things, the things I will write here may seem petty or may be even lame... but I cannot help thinking about them and wanting to understand those things, I never quite understood why people are just okay that they don't really know the purpose of their lives, how can they just ignore the bloody fact that they are living a life and all the experience that they have all that they will gain in due course of time and the knowledge which they will attain, will all be gone once they die, all their worldly possessions won't really matter at that time, but obviously I can clearly answer why they do so, my question was rhetorical, it seems like not one day I was able to ignore that question, It always is just around me, I guess the quote which says, "We are confined in our own body for a lifetime." is right.... for me it's more like my body wasn't enough so the creator gave me an extra form of confinement, a question which I may not be able to find answer of.......
Sometimes I think it must be wondrous to be someone else just, having different types of questions in their life, like what my future might be like, or maybe what sort of girl will I marry, or may be whether I'll be a good father, something that can be answered or may be you hope that it due time this question just might get answered.... But thinking about something that just might never end, or you may not get an answer to that question, never truly understand the question itself, or if you get an answer you just might now understand it makes me want to shut off my brain and give in to the eternal peace that is just waiting for me at the end of it all, which will greet me as a old friend and take me with it.
I just hope that what I am calling eternal peace shouldn't turn out to be a even worse nightmare than this one is....... cause if it is, who can help us......
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