Delusion

We humans are so proud o our high intellect and the capacity of our brain cause of which we seem to conquer everything around us,we like to dominate the scene we like to be in control,we are so sure of our knowledge over the years and the lessons that experience has taught us that we think that we have understood the equation and we just might be a few steps closer to solving it and rewriting it in our own way. Again this is just a thought.

But the question that surfaces if this is true, Really?

If we can't understand ourselves how do we plan on understanding this gigantic equation that is everywhere,even as I type these words who is to say that it's not part of the equation. So are we really doing anything on our own? Or is it just a mere delusion given to us? And if so then what is the big picture that we are not even able to set our gaze upon.......

We try to fight with ourselves on numerous levels, Physically that the battle to conquer something that is material, Otherwise we fight in our head to gain control of our emotions,decisions,perceptions,conceptions,our thoughts.......

Yet one has no answers, nothing that he can completely rely on, and we have given names to everything that is around us, for ourselves to differentiate between things, like for a particular type of behavior we call it something,we brand it. So when I type all of this which is in my head that I want to put it down on a medium so I won't forget or if I am to progress over the years I can update it, a person who has learned how to understand patterns of thought flow which occur from time to time will brand me with a name..... be it paranoia, be it highly intellectual, or anything, fact remains that we are missing something huge I don't know how but we have completely missed a important particular of the equation and till we find it we have no chance of solving this equation.

And in a completely unrelated matter,People come and people go from our lives,what is important on the other hand, you have just got to ask the right questions to right people to get what you want. But for that you first have to know what you really want........